Tuesday, May 09, 2006
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Putting high hopes on me, yet i've disappoint her agn. Sorry mum. I know you're extremely livid over that. & im alr feelin' vexed 'bout it. So stop spilling hot milk on me please. GEE. Why am i sucha letdown.):
Thinking i could study tgt with my clique. But all of that is down the drain... I know all of you kept telling me t think positive and asking me not t give up. But it's almost IMPOSSIBLE that i'd be given a chance t go back. But of course im not giving up right now. I'd continue waiting until i get a reply. O wells. That is all i could do, WAIT wait and wait. Sigh. Wait till im going crazy soon. Yes, literally.
Didnt put much effort in first semester, hence i've landed myself in this kinda situation. No one is t blame. Alas, i've never seem t put much effort on my studies. Then regretting would start t feel up inside me.. Much t ma indignation, they've given first priorities t the o's takers.
Damn that fuckin' school. You could see my face's twisted with anguish. & i am going t explore with frustration, very soon. Im feelin' inferior.):
Anyways, the person i'd miss dearly is my darling
RACHEL CHEONG. Im gonna miss those laughing session, be it during lesson in the class or outside school. Those heart t heart talks, those crapping session and etc.. Damn and i surely missed those sun tanning session on the school field. I doubt anyone would do that tgt with me, except her.
O'rite on a lighter note, it's my darling
SHARON's birthday this fri. I love that girl. O and of course DEF NOT forgetting you my darling
MAINE, i love you too OKAY.(:
Anyhowww,
Zeteng please get well soon okay.-hugs your back), and Ai Ren y'know im
SO GLAD you're finally back t church. MUACKSSSSS.
O wells. I doubt anyone would even be bothered t read all the above.
Laters!
My excitement is starting t wear off...Fort Minor - Remember The Name.
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