Monday, December 19, 2005
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I really miss that someone.
Waiting fer that someone's text.
Waiting fer my phone ring coming from that someone.
Oh shut up. You think typing all this & that someone would pop out right in front now. GEE.
My skin's peeling like shite now.
& i always have the URGE t go peel it.
Yes it's fun peeling but my skin's ugly & rough now though.
How funny when i say i love sun tanning.
Yet i am here whining about skin got burnt & blah blah... :D
One thing i like about blog is that i can type whatever rubbish.
& i wouldnt have t bottle up everything all in my head.
& i mean i could write shite & i dont give a damn if youu care.
Furthermore, no one actually reads my blog. GRRR.
Today i woke up feeling rather queer.
& my lips is swelling like a sausage.
Went t see the doctor.
He jumped up of his chair when he saw my mouth.
He said some kind of mouth disease or something.
Hope i wont die. (Of course NO. I am just a lil exaggerating. :/)
I am so going t ground myself. Never will i step out of the house with that swellon mouth. Faint.
At times, i'd feel really really lonely.When i find there's no one i can turn t when i'm down.When i find there's no one t share my happiness with.(& insert whatever you can think of here)Perhaps, when i am with my beloved friends,that would never cross my mind at all.But when i find myself alone walking in shopping centers,I would find my mind engulfed with the feeling of loneliness.Period.Dearest>>
Please dont belittle nor give up on yourself. You did what you could do. & you have nothing t reproach yourself fer nor feel remorseful. You were not completely at fault. It was partly that bitch all good doings. If it wasnt because of her, you wouldnt have failed. & anyhow, what's done is done. Try not t think about it now. It doesnt help t brood over that though.
& i beseech you t think seriously about (Insert in what you told me yesterday). You should know the consequence if your mum finds out. I really have t differ with you on that. Sorry. But i dont think it's really a good idea doing that. It's better if you go think thrice. But nevertheless, i will still support you no matter what. & i'm sure your bf will be on your side. Try t loosen up. & chin up! Smile like you always do. :DDDD! Hugs you tightly.-
Oh ya before i forgot,Happy Belated Birthday Duncan! (:Hope you enjoyed your 18th!; Avenged Sevenfold - Burn It Down.I really do miss you.I long t see your face.I long t see your smile.I long t hear your voice.Do you feel the same?
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