Wednesday, December 28, 2005
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My ex, Duncan appeared twice in my dream this month.
I vividly remember what was going on in the dream.
But shant elaborate much about it.
When i woke up,
In just one moment everything flashed back.
All the past memories came flooding back.
& images of you kept popping out.
But there is one thing i know fer sure.
I would NEVER step back t the past, not again.
Period.
Can someone please purchase a ticket fer me!
& bring me t the
BSB's concert!
I am really desperately begging you t bring me there(!)
I've t forked out a hefty $70 which obviously i CANT!
But i've planned everything.
I will go t the airport t fetch them instead.
GOOD IDEA?
But that's if i've got the chance t even see Brian's head.
& there's a problem is that i am oblivious of the date when BSB is reaching Singapore. URGH.
I only go t concert if it's extravagant t me.
I only interested in those bands/singer whom i adore.
LIKE BSB, BUT WHY IS IT THAT I CANT AFFORD IT. URGH.
I was talking t my mum about Stefaine Sun.
She kept insisting that Sun used t be a lesbian.
& she brided her so called fake bf t show everyone that she isnt a lesbian at all.
I dont understand why my mum always contradict everything i say. GEE.
I received my result slip.
My this term gpa is 3.308 instead of 2.808!
That is impressive fer a person like me.
Acumulative gpa is then 2.808 instead of 2.5.
I am really relieved.
The chances of promoting t higher nitec is higher!
Some bitch (you know who) :
You think you're really pretty & attractive,
but the fact is converse is the case.
YOU'RE JUST A PAIN IN MY ARSE, YOU BITCH.
Fuck off.
This is just a random entry.
I am really bored at home.
Can someone give me something t relieve the tedium inside me(?)
; Nelly Ft/ Kelly Rowland - Dilemma.I called you but you said you were busy.I am perfectly fine with that.& you even said you will call me back.But i dont hear that coming, not at all.I wait until now.But always disappointment in the end.I am oblivious of why you wouldnt call me at all.I had a peculiar feeling,kept thinking you are trying t avoid me.Or am i just thinking way too much.Whatever is it,i will just have t try t digest everything and accept reality.Perhaps i am asking too much.Because there is one thing i know fer sure.I will never have you fer my own.The image in my head seems t be obscured now.Sigh.
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