Sex and your diamonds

Monday, October 17, 2005

17 OCT 2005, Monday.

today after school swensens with the clique. (:

theres nothing i can do.

why cant i just face up the truth.

do anyone care whether i'm hurt or sad? sighh.

speechless

Fallout Boy - Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year

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while watching stairways t heaven, i cant help but memories just kept flashing back. you were on my mind all the time. why in the past i just cant make you totally trust me. why cant i just dont lie t you when i loved you so much. i asked myself.. but i really dont know why. now you tell me t look fer someone new t come take over you, you told me t move on fer you have. but i just couldnt do it. fer i still hold you right beside my heart. i cant go on watching the show..

*3 more days*
but that someone wont be able t celebrate with me. i doubt she will la. sighh. forget it. my birthday, its always not a HAPPY day fer me. well.. hope this year will be a better one. thou she wont be celebrating with me. pouts.

if i am given one wish.
it would be t forget all about you,
cos i cant live with myself
knowing i'm not with you.

but if i was just given one more wish.
it would be t turn back the time,
t go back into the past
t the days when you were mine.
where i will be in yr arms.
t have you hold me, touch me, kiss me.

10:33 PM