Wednesday, October 05, 2005
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5 OCT 2005, Wednesday.well, i'm having a very bad headache now. blah!
badminton-ed with sharon dear during sw. it just sucks. but neverthless, i had lots of fun with her. just fun looking at her funny yet cute reaction when i pass the shuttlecock t her. laughs. and talked a lot with her during break. about ******. ponders..
bowling after school over at tamp safra. simply
l o u s y. speechless... well, i still had fun. but i dont know if i'm in t the second round. but i doubt. GP and i went off early. but i think GP is in la. cabbed down t bishan with GP after bowling. bumped into kayren. wth. shes a bitch la. sheesh.
i was roaming around heartland mall. then this some really cute stuff somehow caught my eyes. i wanted t buy it but the price was simply attractive too. and i saw this beautiful and lovely skirt which cost *** and this levis ..... shutup.
this friday is the deadline fer my roleplay script. and goodamn i havent even started with anything. yes some rubbish i came out with. wth. snorts. and another roleplay over at clementi as well. wtf.
saw her in school. but she ignored me. i dont know why. my heart ached. i dont know whats on yr mind. but just want you t know that my care fer you will never be less. i am still here, if you need someone. even we are friends, when you are down i really do hope you will turn t me. i will be there, i promise.i cry myself t sleep, almost every night. why? fer the same damn thing. i cry cos i miss you. i cry cos you are on my mind. i cry cos you are no more by my side.know how much i want you back in my life. everyday i read those sweet msges you sent me last time. i think back of those sweet moments with you. i really miss you a lot. but i know i cant go back anymore. the feeling, the love.. it will never be the same agn. but does that mean i dont love you anymore? sigh.everyday, i force a laugh, i force a smile unto my face t school. but who really know how i'm feeling inside. if you only knew how i feel.My Chemical Romance - I Never Told You What I Do For A Living.
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