Thursday, June 23, 2005
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23 JUNE 2005, Thursday.my cramp's really killing me. i hate periods. :(
and i hate my mum too. whatever she wants lah. fuck.
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its been months ever since i left your side.
but right now..
i still feel hurt when i sees you.
i still turn away when i sees you.
i still think back when i sees you.
i still cry when i think back.
why is it still so hard t face you now?
why is it still so hard that we both stay as friends?
i hate the way you look at me.
i hate when i see you everyday.
i hate myself fer not being able t put the past behind.
i am trying very hard t learn t leave everything behind.
and learn t move on without you. t live a happy life without you.
i know i can do it. shrugs. but its alr been so long. can i? sigh! Good Charlotte - We Believe.
5:02 PM
