Thursday, May 12, 2005
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON! :Dtoday with charmaine and rachel we reached
school at 7.30am just t decorate sharon's locker. we went t the third floor guys
toilet t hide so we could see sharon's reaction when she open it. she was touched t tears please. we're glad she liked it! :D
tuesday after
school don, rachel, charmaine and myself headed t town t celebrate sharon's early
birthday. (: caught
house of wax. it was rather a nice show. some scene was horrendous please. you won't wanna see it. had t reach
home by 8 so didn't eat dinner with them. -pouts. oh ya we took neos. nicey nicey! :D
* t sharon, charmaine, rachel and don, i'm really sorry if yesterday i spoiled your mood or something. i know i was really quiet, didn't talk much t you all. and its sharon's birthday. really sorry babe. i don't know whats going on inside my mind. just don't feel like talking.feel so rejected by life. love and everything. just can't seem t find the right reason t live fer. i feel so lost and alone now. nowadays just don't feel like myself. i feel like isolating myself. don't really like exposing myself in the crowd. umm.. sometimes just don't understand myself. i can hardly know me. frowns.
5:49 PM
